Tag Archives: frustrations

lunchtimes he’d spend walking by himself

I made the first move in regaining an online social community today. I’ve missed them. I hope they take me back.

what does it take to stop getting carried away?

Fair warning: there’s a lot of links in this post, and they’re not there to be pretty.
There’s been some discussion on ScienceBlogs of Jonah Lehrer’s recent piece for the NYTimes, a review of depression and rumination and some mildly interesting thoughts on why rumination may confer an evolutionary advantage, thus preserving depression through evolution. [...]

young and caught in the crowd

The DSM-5 is due out in 2013, and it’s official: Asperger’s is no longer going to exist. It will be merged with autism and PDD-NOS into a broad category of Autism Spectrum Disorder, with a “severity” numeric scale to help indicate what services are a good starting point. You can read more about [...]

between the dust and the debris

I’ll update later today (it’s after midnight, it’s today!) with hair and cat photos, if I don’t completely forget. As you do. It’s snowy snow snowing outside again. Another 4″ on top of the 8″ we had (that, to be fair, had melted down by half at least) over the weekend, with [...]

if you cry

First, SAD. My glasses were sold out when I went to order them. It’s been a long and crappy couple of weeks–the internet was cancelled, my debit card was cancelled (both without warning), so I have only just got it together to purchase them. NOT PLEASED. SHOUTING.
I’ve had a lot [...]

and I notice these things

I really like the Aspie Teacher, and need to add her to my blogroll. I usually re-discover her blog when I’m playing on the autism hub and a new post comes up, and it’s always insightful and very helpful.
I’ve been thinking about perseveration since New Year’s Eve, when I read this post [...]

speeches are all spoken

So, I don’t think it’s news that Autism Speaks doesn’t speak for actual autistic people, nor their families, nor anyone who gives more than half a shit about things like equality, disability rights, neurodiversity, or the rights of children. You know, real trivial stuff.
And yet, they can surprise me. ABFH reports on a [...]

I’m telling you every day

Like most days at work, I’ve been hanging out on the autism hub reading; like very few days, I’m actually responding to something I read.
So, Sarah talked about self-diagnosis and the hate that seems to come with that word (or similar, like self-identifying or self-labelling). Some of what she said I found really meaningful, [...]

we’ll work it out

First of all, I think that this expresses my current mood best. There is a box of sugar cookies behind me, taunting.
True story: I once made Dylan a sugar cookie fiend out of fleece and it plays the sugar cookies rampage. I am aware that you are stunned at my awesome.
I’m also currently [...]

I was dumb and I was proud

And I’m sorry.
After months of thinking about it, I emailed Craig, my dissertation supervisor. I admitted I have completely stalled on my topic and can no longer write it. I explained about Asperger’s and how I’ve lost my passion for IR–the linguistics of politics were a rather obsessive passion at the time I [...]